I feel so homesick tonight. I can’t take it.

Well in today’s ‘lets get to know, Kerri’ I would have regular sex, I would make more of an effort to get to know boys around here, but I don’t feel good enough for anyone. I feel ugly, disgusting, fat and awkward and I don’t think anyone would want to be with me. Who would want me. Sigh.

Noticing such a change in my body. Finally.

I really want some good fucking sex with someone I really like, and find attractive and who knows how to make me cum. Like, is that too much to ask? Sheesh.

Officially as of this afternoon, I’ve lost 10kgs (22lbs). Wow guys. 

Wow.